Till now

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Taken few days back during nzone. (:

all my life.

something bother me last night but now, it's alright. haha. (: i have a great didi. haha! past isn't equal to the future! (:

@#%$@&*#$*
i seriously hate that b! how could she order _ to do this and that when that's not what she say when she called to tell about the job. f! what she ask _ to do isn't included in the pay la! ask _ buy food still complain not nice! then do it herself then! she had been there for so long yet hasn't any idea what food is being sell there. out to bully _ la! ask _ wash ppl's leg somemore! _ is kind enough to help her record stuff and yet she complain of _ugly handwriting. i believe if her handwriting is of any better, she doesn't need _ then. f-ing b! ahhhh. i'm so irritated.

mind my language. haha. i'm so piss with that b. haha.

EDITED AT 1248AM

alright, went causeway with charis. meet her at around 5 and went walking about. brought pretty much stuff. charis brought me my birhday present and treated me to dinner. so sweet of her! (: haha. THANKYOU!

brought stuff without thinking and ended up so broke with only 2 bucks in my wallet on the way back. haha!

met yang who came back from marina square at northpoint just to bus back home. (:

i so wanna watch 27 dresses and p.s. i love you! (:

back to school tomorrow! last nzone match.

you light up my day.

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

i got over you.
but, ______.

i had 12 hours of sleep before heading to school for help-out. haha. like finally i turn in early yesterday. maybe cause of the chalet, i'm worn-out. haha.

b girls lose. sadden, could at least won 2 matches. but, still, lose. damn. haha. but they tried. (: sjc vs marsling match were super noisy and their match catch almost everyone's attention. wow, both school had lots and lots of supporters, i mean it, lots. haha. both fought real hard but still, sjc won! haha.

back to school and we thought there was training but eventually teacher decided to end early. so, we went for our dinner.

stupid yang, stupid yang, stupid yang! haha! asses, how could you say me ar! haha. (: but, i took my revenge somehow. haha.

went home alone cause i took yang's stuff and didn't catch the bus. asked adrian and charis broad and i'll broad at the opposite but eventually didn't cause cause cause i didn't want to. haha. for some reason which i don't know at all, i stayed and waited for the next bus. haha.

homesweethome.

i'm sick! how wonderful. (:

a little suprise i did.

Monday, January 28, 2008

HAPPY 17TH ISHAQ! (: sorry, not on time. ):

went bugis on the 27th and brought some clothes with sister. it's so crowded, i just hate crowded places. but no choice, had to get a tee for sis and she could only make it on weedends. so.. haha.

had mos burger and head to mrt station to meet sis's friends. they went shopping while i went off for pasir ris for ishaq's birthday chalet. (:

reached, packed mac for the boys and ishaq came out to meet me. wm, ys, ernest, jem and darrell were the one there only. watched tv and played 'big2' and some game called 'bridge'. darrell is so funny when playing bridge. everyone prays hard not to be paired with him. haha.

out to get bbq stuff at cheers after that. jiali arrived with meilin soon after. all the others went for either 'ben & jerry' or acarde as it was bored. soon, omella came. watched xmen, chitchatted with darrell listening. went marinating the chicken with omella soon after.

more people came.

went for a walk while the rest started bbq. saw wm and ernest on the way. met hw and back to chalet.

did the corn and saw a worm inside. really, i hated worms! damnit. haha. bbq started and all we did was eat and eat. pj came. haha. got a hard time deciding where i really should go after so many friends comment. hmmm..

went to fecth leona with omella after that. back to chalet room. some hitting game began. note: never offend leona! haha.

so much of things done and i didn't really recalled. haha. just went up and down and around. haha.

delicious birthday cake we had. (: of all time, the rain came when we were bbq-ing prawn. but luckily, there's foil. (:

some of us spent the night on the 'rooftop'. somehow, it seems to be and yet it isn't. climb over the support and sat there listening to songs and chitchatting.

back to the room and we girls except for leona and jl slept. both of them slept outside. felt kind of bad.

up and awake at 9 plus 10. pack and went back to yishun with omella and pj. threaten pj and dragged her into the cab. haha. omella took her phone. this taitai wanted to take bus back alone. .. taitai nagged all the way back. haha.

back home, packed things. damn, my lens break. and i have got to wear specs. omg, ugly. haha. had a few min rest, showered and cabbed to school. helped out with the b boys.

got hit a few times when strocking with yang. haha. stupid guy beside. haha. & yang kept me running like hell. haha.

back school and finally had my meal after sooo long. haha. went yang house to get some books and met charis who just ended work. we played poker. haha.

homesweethome.

marsiling sec tomorrow and i must get my lens too. haha.

i'm tired. restrestrest.

now & forever.

Saturday, January 26, 2008

i made up my mind, private it should be. (: this time, it really hits me hard. i guess i'm gonna learn my lesson. i'm really gonna study. (:

26th-cab to maris stella for the b boys match cause i was up late. they lose, 4-1. so wasted. they could have won. ):

back to school and the guys went for soccer so i sat there and watch. after a while, they got chase back by mdm au for lesson. they went for their shower while adrian and i went to carry those food and stuff up the hall for the closing ceremory.

back to the centeen and helped the teachers with the dinner stuff and the others went back for lesson. after which, we stayed till they were out and accompany yang, sebestian for dinner. haha.
414 with adrian and weijie after that. saw aidan, alwyn and kiasiang. super idiot aidan. hahaha.

saw yiguang and alex. yg did well for his olevel but he still feels it was done badly. then i shall just die then. haha.

homesweethome (:

today-was suppose to work but i didn't went, change it to tomorrow after charis is back, she's gonna take my place. (: cause.. (some personal reasons.) i hate that b!

so, i'm gonna stay home today. gonna start off with some math matters first. (:

ishaq birthday/celebration tomorrow! can't wait. it's bbq cum chalet. (: shall go shopping for some present before heading over. haha. ernest, yongsoon and ishaq present still yet to get. haha.

EDITED AT 0737
sometimes, it really irks me when i heard such a thing. i know i did badly and deserve a scolding. but, what's with sacastic remarks? if you really mean well, i'll accept your advise but it doesn't seems to be that way. i believe this isn't a way an __ should behave.

home for the whole day and it's really bored. i know i should be studying but it's just so bored to carry on. there's no one to talk to and i have so much to say. haha. charis, faster come back from malaysia. haha. she craps with me most of the time. haha.

chickenwings&fries. (:

should have thought of it that time when i shall had.
cause it really isn't worth it.

Thursday, January 24, 2008

i'm awake with butterfly in my stomach. i'm starting to feel uneasy and worried. sign. worries!

meeting ntn later before heading to school. (: i miss them much, much. haha.

after result, marsiling sec for help out again. maybe to bugis or orchard tonight. (:

i'm feeling damn down.. i shall really work and keep my mind from stupid stuff. but, somehow, this have to be solve. what to do!?

update later, gonna rush off to meet ntn. (:

EDITED AT 8.48PM.
where to go?
what to do?

it's sad but i'll face the truth. i regreted but no point, it won't change anything. blame myself, blame myself!

got back my result and it's a total turn off. it's done soooo badly. ):

there's no point crying over something that can't be change, so true. so, now, i'm just gonna think about where i wanna go. that's an important and hard decision. sign.

congrats on those who did well. (:

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

why is there things that's so complicated to resolve?
why do such a thing have to happen?

sometimes i really hope i knew what to do.
f that b!

how do one fake a smile when they're down?
& i really wonder how one manage to fake so well when they do such a thing!

back to school today. went maris stella with the b boys. their match is sooo exciting! even those watching got so worried. haha. but, they lose. ): sadden. so wasted! but, at least they did try their best. that's most important. (:

back to school and out to dinner with adrian and charis. the other usual were having their camps and talks. after dinner, went yishun park to kill time. haha! monkeys there are scary! haha.

home at around 8 and watched tv.

it's an important day tomorrow!
goodluck people! (:

`a cert doesn't mean anything.
they still cheat.
randomness

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

back to school today.

c division girls played at christ church sec against st.nicks girls. lose. but at least they did gain experience. haha. c girls are just so funny and cute. haha. their reaction keeps us laughing. ha!

chit chatted with charis in their toilet for a long period of time. haha. hmmm, sometimes, things are just so unexpected. ): what to do? hais.

stayed till around 5 before we left the school cause christ church and marsiling game ended way later. & our school had got to be the lines man.

back to school, played a double game. pair with charis against heather and huifang. a long time since we all last played. haha. ended with a draw and one more set to go another day. haha.

414 for dinner again.

home sweet home. chit chatted on msn. result in TWO days time! went looking at cutoff point. it's so damn stressing! please grant me my wish, please.

lots of thoughts running within my head now. so many things to decide, so many things happening. hais! ):

seems perfect yet faulty.

Monday, January 21, 2008

IT'S LITTLE PJ! (:

result will be out this coming thursday!

fear's approaching. i want myself to be jumping and smiling happily. i don't wanna be down, crying with my result. who don't wanna be smiling? everybody wants. haha!

i just hope i'll get into a poly. but it'll be even better with the course i want. haha. i'm scare! ):

okay, no point saying all this cause the paper is done and there's no turning back. haha. i shall wait and see.

i just got a job! haha. flexible working hours. hehe, so good. (:

PLEASE GRANT ME MY WISH! (:

EDITED AT 9.25. (:

came back after having some food with charis at mac. chit chatted on lots of thingy. saw charmaine, siling and some others. that girl-charmaine is always out. haha.

met yang at bus stop after that. went to kevin's mum shop for yang's dinner. kevin working alone tonight so we went over. haha!

yang did his homework there! haha! Amath sort of became a stranger to me. hahaha. but still, i manage to start the working for him. just some calculation mistake. haha. stupid yang, say i don't know. haha.

here's his pic! (:

so handworking!*

Sunday, January 20, 2008

EDITED (:

just came back after a fabulous day at sentosa with charis, yang, kevin, kangwen, alex, jackson, xunzhong and hongwei to celebrate my birthday-19th. haha! they made my day! (: cheryle, charmaine and yeemay didn't went. ):

up early in the morning and was told to take my own sweet time cause some of the guys ain't awake yet. so, i did. i cabbed to charis house and give her a 'present' and force her out. haha. i know i shouldn't but i did. haha. she's so good as to accompany me for only a few few hours. thanks and sorry ms soh. haha.

cabbed to northpoint and went mac to find the guys. bused to harbour front and to sentosa.

from climbing the rock to volleyball to sleeping to swimming. haha. the guys did so much stuff. kept chasing each other. haha. charis left for home at around 2. the rest of us continued with volleyball. i love it now. haha.

it started raining at 4 plus 5 so we took shelter for a moment. kw and xz came and we continued with volleyball. i forgot to answer yeemay's call and she thought i went off for shower and change. so, she went bugis to shop instead. i was actually playing! ): sorry girl. the guys are so funny, sweet as well. haha! thanks! (:

went off for shower at around 7 plus. took my own sweet time cause i was the only girl and they had got 7 guys. haha.

plan to have steamboat so we trained to marina bay and all those resturant were closed. so, we went back to harbour front that line and went boon kang area for steamboat.

finally, fill my stomach with prawns and lots of water after a day with only one curry puff. haha! had lots of soup cause none of the guys drinks it. they had beer instead. some, not all. haha.

trained back to yishun after that. all were tired and were sleeping. stupid kuku man i saw in the train! only kangwen saw too. felt like hitting him. haha!

bused home. finally home sweet home.

i'm gonna sleep in for the next many many many hours! hahaha! (: tired.

pictures soon! (:

a year ago.

Friday, January 18, 2008

Happy 18th Birthday to yongsoon! (:

Happy 17th Birthday to myself! HAHA!

went helping out for north zone on the 17th, B division girls. it's fun cheering and screaming like crazy for your team mate. i miss last year north zone. HAHA!

followed mr phua. marsiling sec, venue for the tournament. thought our team lose, we all enjoyed. love them all! (: HAHA! it's the experience that is gained and the moment we spent! (:

back to school and walked to 300 plus to meet gayz group. they celebrated ys and my birthday. haha. (: bbq at 325.

stupid rain, spoil the bbq and we headed to charis house. thanks to her maid and mum, we had all the bbq stuff cooked. haha.

downstairs for water bomb! hehe. i backstab ys! hahaha! they were all so busy throwing each other while i looked after charis's brother and became the last to get downstair. haha! & i got to attack so many people with one big plastic bag of water bomb secretly kept. hahaha.

some went home cause they had got school-zhengyang and work. ishaq, darrell, leona, omella and charis stayed till 12 plus 1 to wish me happy birthday! so sweet of them! thank you! (:

cabbed home, showered, tv and slept at 6 in the morning. haha.

back to school on the 18th. went maris stella with mr phua, venue for the B boys tournament. zhanhong came! the guys won! yeah! haha.

back to school. moment later, coach and big yuxiang daddy drove us to 1001 for taste of thailand. he ordered so much stuff, everything our table ordered, it's x2. cause there's two table of people. thanks coach! i enjoyed myself. ((:

coach just called for a pub to let me listen to a happy birthday song! & daddy just signed me a line! hahaha! (: charis and yang just appeared at my house with a piglet! so surprised! (:

i'm so blessed with people around me that made my day! gayz, badminton peeps and primary school mates, they're all loved! thanks for all those wishes, message and present! i had a happy happy 17th! [: THANK YOU, PEOPLE! ((:

NTN back to school photos! (:

Thursday, January 17, 2008

it's back to school on the 15th. like always cause i'm sooo free. haha. cabbed to school with kevin with kfc packed for miss tay.

north zone coming soon, did some selection on who's gonna play single and doubles. nothing much that day.

manage to play a little. 4 vs 1 training. jakeh just can't stop laughing when dongtian got hit in the head. HAHA!

414 after that with regina, adrian, kevin, yang, jakeh, vester and weijie. had fishball soup. saw jackson, kangwen and xunzhong. sat and chit chatted. planning for saturday celebration.

back home and tv. haha.

planned to make a trip to bugis early in the morning to meet cheryle on the 16th. but was up late. cabbed to yishun mrt station to meet cheryle and went to causeway instead.

got lawson a top for his bday present. went about searching for a girlish carrier for him and we found. haha!

saw pj at the interchange. went safra to meet sara,charis, eugene, lawson and weijie. charmaine came followed by yeemay.

after those 5 finish their bowling, went for pool. moment later, charis, ym and cheryle went off. continued till 5 plus and we went for party world.

PHOTOS!!
LAWSON- acting cute for the camara. haha!
EUGENE-so busy singing for uhmmm! haha!
WEIJIE-paid to clear up all the tibits and fruits. haha!

sang for 2 hours and went for movie-avp2.

bused home with yang. chatted.

there goes my 100+ in just one fine day! ):

back to school hours hours later-17th. helping out for north zone. hehe. (:

it's tomorrow yet i'm not happy. ):

think it in another way, things look different.

why can't i?

Monday, January 14, 2008

Happy 17th Birthday, Lawson! (:
Happy 19th Birthday, Liu Hui! (:

home today. nothing much to do nowadays. suppose to turn up for liuhui's chalet but i didn't went cause i didn't know why either. haha!

badminton tomorrow again. haha. i'm so free like everyday. haha!

i have got nothing much to write, just post this to wish those two friends above happy birthday. haha!

upcoming birthday celebration! (:

some things seems to be missing.

Sunday, January 13, 2008

there's some mistake with the previous post. it's supposed to be on the 10th. haha.

back to school with NTN on the 11th. all was present! (: hang around in the centeen while waiting for lessons to end. had the centeen food, still the same, not nice. haha. saw lots of friends and teachers. miss those day. haha.

after that, went walking about to see the school. not much changes to the enviroment. but so much changes to the school rules. haha.

photos near the ava room after that. all with leona and jiali but they have yet to upload. so, got to wait. haha.

headed for the hall after that for badminton with omella and charis. so long since miss omella foo went for badminton, real long. haha. the 4 seniors girls finally got together and played doubles.

414 for dinner after that but omella didn't join us.

primary 6 bbq gathering on the 12th at pasir ris park. got up late. was suppose to fetch siyuan at 1.30 but i went showering only at that time. haha. poor boy, waited for an hour plus at the bus stop. haha!

went market to get some of the food and headed home. marinated those stuff and waited for yeemay. 4 of us carried everything downstairs and in the rain. damn. luckily there was a cab downstairs. haha.

cabbed to downtown, met charis and sara and i went to look for cheryle who was lost in the park. haha! met and went to find the others with those stuff.

got our way to the pit after much work. haha! most of them were there, can't believe after 4 years, with seldom contact, we still got together. (:

everything was alright except for the mud and the night. should talk about that later. :0

ate so much stuff and went talking on the rock after that. so much funny happening in the past. haha. 'heartattack' game after that. haha!

the guys with sara and charis went off early. while charmaine, cheryle, yee may and i ton. stayed at the pit and packed everything neatly and continue bbq-ing and eating. (:

some groups of malay family was beside us, they were all prepared to stay for the night. it's clear to see. that's when they things that shouldn't happen, happened. some of the malay family children went playing on the route of the park. then we kept hearing people screaming, the way a nomal person won't. initially, we thought the children was playing within themselves and fooling around with each other. but, we came to realise it after charmaine's close attention to them. someone was possessed. it's creepy!

our blood ran cold except for cheryle who still was like a blur sotong. haha. we packed everything and went off.

took our shower at the toilet near downtown chalet. headed to mac after that. chit chatted with cheryle while charmaine and yeemay slept. headed home at around 5 plus 6. cheryle went her way as she stays at tanah merah while the 3 of us at yishun. cab fare, ex like hall! haha!

back home and off to bed. damn tired! haha.

slept all the way till late evening today. haha. i think i won't be able to turn in tonight. haha. my hand is swollen like f. didn't know why. damn. haha!

it's those time that is so precious.

it takes time to see.

Friday, January 11, 2008

been out the past few days. so tired. haha.

out for badminton on the 8th. after a long night watching shows and chatting with jiali, went downstairs with mummy to get food from the market. haha. i volunteered, so unbelieveable. haha.

back home and went to bed at around 10. up and awake at 1plus and headed to school after showering. cab again, like always. haha

back home after that and dinner! haha. crabs and prawns. hehe.

another late night. haha.

causeway point with charis on the 9th. brought stuff till we were so broke. haha.

met yang at np after that. went his house for some of his homework stuff. stayed till 11 plus with charis and back home.

out with cheryle, charmaine and yeemay today. charmaine and yeemay woke up late! haha. so, i went ahead to meet cheryle at orchard. stupid girl, move house and all the way to bugis that side. haha.

subway for lunch while waiting for charmaine and yeemay. chit chatted all the way. that girl is really funny. haha. & she really have a rather seriously short team memory. haha.

met the two miss late and went walking about far east. went kfc for discussion after that for upcoming 6loyal bbq gathering. walter yu came. omg, i can't even recognised him! haha. changed so much.

cheryle went home after that for some dinner while we train to causeway and bused to shengsiong supermarket. went about with paper and pen calculating the price. lol. three pathetic girls went shopping for bbq stuff! it's so so so heavy!! damn walter went to meet his friend and left us there. luckily there's cab. haha.

called up didi somemore for help. haha. but eventually brother was home. so, never. haha

dropped yeemay off at her cousin's house and charmaine at her house before heading home with most of the stuff. luckily brother was home or i'm gonna have a hard time getting everything upstairs. haha.

dinner, showered and tv.

back to school with NTN and for badminton tomorrow. (:

next friday! hehe.

let the love remain.

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

last day of school- captain ball with love. (((:

Happy 17th Birthday, ERNEST! (:

okay, lappy was down for days. ): but, now, it's back to normal. haha.

pass few days was spent at home. didn't really remember what i did. haha. only knew that i spent my day time sleeping and watching tv. haha.

can't seems to turn in at night at all, at all. just lay on my bed, turn and turn. just can't seems to fell asleep only till morning 10. how weird can i be. haha

back a few hours ago from ernest birthday celebration. happy birthday once again! ((: photos someday!

went amk area from lan. counterstrike. it's fun! but, i often got killed when i just finished buying the stuff for some maps. haha. & thanks to a number of guys who taught us girls. haha. so fun when playing with friends. ((:

new york new york for dinner. the food is so tasteless. shouldn't have went there after that time i last went. should have know it wasn't as good as the one at city hall. haha

night safari cancelled cause we girls found it a little too ex and we were broke. so, we went kbox all the way till 1 plus am. some left early though. (:

shared cab with leona, darren and darrell. met brother after that for supper. (:

home sweet home. & now, people's asleep while i'm talking to jiali on msn. haha. it's 5 already! hahaha. we miss school! haha. shall find one day and make a trip back with ntn. ((:

If i could, i would.

Friday, January 04, 2008

HAPPY 2*TH BIRTHDAY MISS ONG!
her age is gonna be a secret. haha. (:

went school today. ((: baadminton selection for new players.

this year sec 1 is damn rude. wonder how the teachers are gonna tahan. haha. apologised to them when accidentally hit them but they answered back with a sorry no cure. blahblahblah. asses. haha.

ended at around 4 and mdm nair came nagging saying that they needed the hall for something and we got to move off. so, we went off.

saw some teacher and had a chat with them. (: all asked about o's. hmmm, i'm worried about that too. ):

had sakura for early dinner. after that, went walking about. met one funny primary school friend. came walking up and saying hi but didn't remember charis's name. haha.

bused home. did some cleaning up cause too much unless things laying around and it was damn messy. haha.

charis changed my blogskin for me. haha. nice but the wording kind of funny. gonna do some changes when i'm free. hehe. (:

paintball! (: 3 more days.

love was set unknown without a trace.

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

I MISS SCHOOL! ):

everyone is saying that school was boring and hated school. yea, that's how i felt the last time too. i used to hate school, teachers, school rules, homework, test, exam and lots of things. but, now, i miss schooling. i miss getting up early, miss the time when i always have to worried about homework, miss the time when i was rushing like mad to be in school on time, miss my friends and i miss lessons too. thought i use to hate everything the last time and feel it rather irritating, now, i cherish those time.

schooling/studying is actually fun. it's just how one think and look at it. it will be boring if you want it to be. if we make full use of the time, we may find that we learn something. it's just about oneself. haha.

okay, back to daily life. haha. out to town with the girls today. (((:

catch up a little on the way to town. talk and talk. school is all missed. haha. we recalled things that happened in school. those things we did and those time spent. friends really left lots of memories for me. (:

cine for kbox.yea, again, sang today. (: brought outside food into the lounge. haha. we wasn't suppose to do that but we were hungry, that's why. brought chicken rice and stuff. haha. sang all the way till 7. from eating to singing to jumping to dancing. haha. photos someday. (:

after that, went buying some chips and ice-cream. trained home and almost got stuck between the door of the train, thanks to one man who push his way through me. asshole. aha.

dinner, showered, watched tv and 公主小妹.

sweetest thing, you.

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

Happy New Year!

spent new year home alone. what a year. ): but, luckily there's still some friends to chat with online. haha

i miss you, yes, you. i miss NTN, i miss tortise gang, i miss GAYZ, i miss badminton peeps and i miss my class too. ):

all of a sudden, things happening in the pass reconstructed in my mind. school days, so hard to forget. all memories kept playing back. some happy, some sad. so much things that i'll never ever forget. hais.

there's some problem with my phone. i just can't send message! so irritated! argh!!

EDITED at 1.41am.

slept only at 9am this morning! busy watching 公主小妹 since the night before. haha. pretty nice show.

woke up at around 3 plus, chatted with charis on the phone for 30 min and off to shower. met her at 4oo plus. while waiting for yang, got myself some finger food. (: after that, walked over to safra.

met kevin and weijie. went party world to check for space but need to wait till 6 cause there's no room. so, we left for the arcade. played till around 6, went back to party world.

sing, sang and sung! ((:

all the way till around 9 plus, charmaine came over. left at 10 plus. damn, we walked pass yishun park. so scary! haha.

4oo plus for dinner after that. slack a while and went back home.

out tomorrow with NTN! :D

i didn't mean to love you, but i did.